Happy Birthday To ME......

Happy Birthday to me........

No big plans... don't know if I am even going out tonight... how sad. I got a couple of birthday wishes, a couple of e-cards... and an awesome cake... but no gifts or paper cards. Alas the day is still early....

Ladies Night - November

We had our November gather at my house on the 17th. It was a blast... we ate, drank, and laughed. I am glad the ladies were able to make it.... Sometime between 8 pm and 130am... we had covered every subject in the world...from weddings, to pregnancy, to religion, you name it we talked about it. I am really glad to connect with these fabulous ladies... even if it is once a month....

Next up - December 15....I am so looking forward to it.

Hey God, It's Me

Well... back at the beginning of the month, I got sick... thought nothing of it. But after getting better I thought i was in the clear.. then bam!! in the middle of the month, 11/12 to be exact, I side swiped again... this time I was knocked completely on my arse.... No you must understand that I hate going to the doctor or the hospital... but on 11/18 I found myself in the emergency room... hacking like crazy. The official diagnosis - Bronchitis.

That was 2 weeks ago... and I was good, I took all of my medicines that I was suppose to... right.. That would mean that I would be better by now...right. WRONG... Yeah I went to the doctor today because I am still now feel better, back with the congestion, runny nose, the nasty cough. NOW - I have a viral infection. YEAH.

My birthday is in 2 days and I am sick again... like I said before if I am not in the hospital hooked up to to tubes... I am going out on my birthday......

The Thing You never expected

OK... so I saw something today that turn my stomach, made me cringe and just plain upset the delicate balance that is my life. I am too mortify to re-tell the entire story. I know this does not make sense but it I just needed to put it out there so that the universe could make it right again. Mothers - can't live with them, can't live with them.

This something that happened today - has open my eyes to some serious realities and I need to make some serious changes immediately. I just need to wrap my head around it... and move to hell on. I am still on the "oh my fucking god" phase. I try to put it into words but that is all I can come up with is "oh my fucking god"

OMFG.

No!!! Not again

Flu Flu go away comeback another day.

Why is it that you get sick when you have shit to do... I am suppose to got to a friends birthday celebration tonight... tomorrow I have another birthday party (cute mens will be there) and another friend's birthday is also tomorrow. And me, I sound like someone is choking me and my head feel like it is 4 times it's actual size.

I am praying that my birthday is not like this... I am going out come hell or high water. If I am not in the hospital in intensive care... I am going out.